4th of July, Pillows, boobs, and other stuff

Just  few thoughts I wanted to write down for now. 

• 4th of July - It doesn't seem like a holiday today.  I don't know if it is because it's the middle of the week or if it's because we don't have a real plan for the day.  No fireworks across the state kind of sucks.  There are a few around the metro area, but we wouldn't know where to watch it from and the ones that are actually still happening are going to be packed!!!!   Not that we didn't do anything all day.  We went to the gym this morning, went to James' mom's work for their annual BBQ, came home and took a nap, washed cars, played in the pool, and made ribs and corn for dinner.
• While we were in Cancun, our room/bed had a huge body pillow that I fell in love with.  When we got home, James went out and bought me a small body pillow with a fluffy pillow case.  I love that one too, but it tends to be too hot.  Anyway.  So, sometimes, he grabs the pillow and "invites" me to join him with the pillow.  We have been calling it a "menage pillow".  Sometimes we just chuck that idea out the window, but it is fun sometimes to cuddle with the body pillow.  
• I am still jealous of girls with bigger boobs than me.  I have some nice boobs - C's aren't that bad, but when you spend time with someone with double D's or bigger, it gives you a little bit of a complex.  Especially if they have their ample amount of cleavage showing the whole time and every man in a 50 yard radius has their eyes glued to them.  
• My husband bought wireless headphones and now can use them to listen to the tv instead of the kids.  I am kind of jealous of that too!  Aaron tends to talk through every movie we watch, regardless if he wants to watch it or not.  And Dylan asks questions about every movie even if he knows that we haven't seen the movie either.  
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My weird battery pain patch

•  I have been going to physical therapy for a few weeks now, and I had a new therapist yesterday.  He was a guy, so I should have been expecting more pain, but I didn't.  When he was massaging my calf and ankle, he was pushing so hard that it was good he couldn't see my face.  He had me pick up a tub full of little marbles with my toes 3 times to strengthen my feet.  and at the end, he put that pain patch on me.  He said that the battery in it will push the anti inflammatory medicine into my ankle, and it would only feel like little pricks for a few minutes.  BULLSHIT!  It hurt so bad the whole 2 hours it was on my foot!  I am really sick of physical therapy.
• I  am dying to get back to running!  I was supposed to start training for the half marathon on Monday, but I still haven't been given the okay to start.  I have a feeling that I will be running and walking the half marathon in September.  I still want to do it though.  We'll see.  
• James thinks it's funny that I haven't been given the okay to run yet, and still I am starting a training for the half.  But the Warrior Dash is up first, in August, and he thinks I should be more worried about that right now.  I am not worried about it - is that bad????  I can run 3 miles, no problem.  The obstacles will be new but really, how am I supposed to train for those?  So, I am just taking that all in stride and hoping that my working out will help me prepare for whatever comes at us.  
• Getting older - I know that we need to start watching what we do and say now that the boys are getting older, but it is pretty difficult.  When you have been living your life the way you want, it is tough to then stop all of that in order to teach your kids.  Some of the things the kids say is both funny and not at the same time.